Thinking of You...

When I live in days of blue

I calm down & think of you

Everything seems alright

I feel the sun shine bright

Life revolves & moves on

Takes an ugly turn around

Pain raises its hood & is reborn

All hope seems to be lost & gone

I find myself lonely on this boat

compelled to write that last note

This moment when my life seems untrue

that's when I think of you

Sorrow is sour like a slice of lime

Happiness happens in a matter of time

Staying positive in turmoil is the clue

A fact I have learnt from you

Slap of Time

Lives fell and grew.

Though it benefits a few,
it effects the rest of the crew. 
Slap of time known to generations, old or new

Changing time is an evident long drive 

And has moved across the continents five, 
The journey starts from harmony & peace,
ends on the road of pain & disease. 

Days of brotherhood live short.

Back are the days of crime
A havocked mind is wrought 
with the passage of aberrant time. 

Wheel of fortune has an ugly twist

Good turns bad and the bad turns good
Lives controlled by the shining dime
never survive the slap of time.

Humanity

 

I believed in my mind,

that one day in this city,

My lone and desperate search

will find me some humanity.

 

Our world boasts of numerous feats.

But when I walked down the streets,

I found lots of naked ill-treats,

dying for basic necessities

I tried hard for motivated help.

All in vain in this pityless soil.

The outcome was a bunch of etiolate excuses,

which made my heart to boil.

 

Now I walk aimless

with failures and no hope.

The day I see a ray of light

I'll stand up for my cause and fight.

Confused Obsession

She once said its friendship, 

not to dilute its meaning. 

She said it’s not love 

cause she had no feelings. 

Now she says she likes me 

but doesn’t want to elope. 

She says she cannot commit, 

wanting me to remain as a silent hope. 

She basked in my company 

enjoyed spending time with me 

She used to call and speak to me a lot 

and when she ain’t, missed me a lot 

She wants me to be there for her 

She doesn’t want to lose me ever 

She needs my presence in her life 

but she doesn’t want to be my prospective wife. 

Eye Opener

I may not be right

But I stood up for the fight

I may not be noticed in the crowd

But I still shouted out loud

I know I ain’t strong

But I'm trying to heal

I know I am wrong

But I'm trying to be ideal

I'm not the perfect dad

But I ain’t that bad

I may not be the rational son

But played my part & never did outrun

I might have offered a bed of thorns

But I've laid sheets of comforts

My hat doesn't pull out thousand cons

But covers a million truth that hurts

A rude behavior but a good soul

A sarcastic tongue but a positive role

Does life with me look like hell?

My friend! That in time, will tell.