My Friend, The Darkness

Innocent actions with devious roles

Mercilessly preying on oppressed souls

Betraying trust is the new trend

true that darkness is my friend

What I know, seems unknown

The anxieties have overgrown

The nearest have pushed me too far

Deception has left a permanent scar

Beauty in the disguise of their pride

Busy lives; none by my side

Greed leaves no place for the kind

Ego has made emotions blind

In an attempt to gauge adversaries more,

I’ve seen allies walk out of my door

Relationships have come to an end

And darkness remains my only friend

Regrets Of My Life

I regret being in control

could never achieve your goal

Insanity tends to infinity

It's time to unleash my ferocity

I regret in believing what you follow

only made my soul hollow

It's time to lead and win

no scope to err or sin

I regret in being a modest child

Power is in being wild

Pain only makes me strong

Attitude makes right, whatever's wrong

I regret remaining calm

Its time that I wrought more harm

Make you look like a fool

Tell you that I'm here to rule

The Despotic Reality

It's just another day with lackluster

I know its courage that I must muster.

Though I'm established and I thank God,

I feel lonely as much as it sounds odd.

Despair requests to be a friend

as love seems to shy away.

Age kept seeing this changing trend,

a perplexed life with many shades of gray

Truth is disguised under a poker face

Silence seems to be the easier grace

Search for peace leads to a mysterious maze

Chaos spoils memories of a better place

In the fight with destiny to gain wealth,

I kept sacrificing that bit of good health.

In the race to win love and breath,

I keep getting closer to death.