Sinister Alter-ego

A world full of prejudice

stubborn to change

where fools merry in paradise,

and the clever feels strange

A dreaded path you chose to walk

an ambition pushing you to win

Shamed by reality, you refuse to talk

as your hands are dipped in sin

In the quest to conquer, new challenges are born

But life continues to play unfair

Though you sacrifice and move on

your soul is left beyond repair

In the journey towards excellence,

jealousy drives character away

De-motivated of ego killing essence,

talent calls it a day

My Friend, The Darkness

Innocent actions with devious roles

Mercilessly preying on oppressed souls

Betraying trust is the new trend

true that darkness is my friend

What I know, seems unknown

The anxieties have overgrown

The nearest have pushed me too far

Deception has left a permanent scar

Beauty in the disguise of their pride

Busy lives; none by my side

Greed leaves no place for the kind

Ego has made emotions blind

In an attempt to gauge adversaries more,

I’ve seen allies walk out of my door

Relationships have come to an end

And darkness remains my only friend

Regrets Of My Life

I regret being in control

could never achieve your goal

Insanity tends to infinity

It's time to unleash my ferocity

I regret in believing what you follow

only made my soul hollow

It's time to lead and win

no scope to err or sin

I regret in being a modest child

Power is in being wild

Pain only makes me strong

Attitude makes right, whatever's wrong

I regret remaining calm

Its time that I wrought more harm

Make you look like a fool

Tell you that I'm here to rule

The Despotic Reality

It's just another day with lackluster

I know its courage that I must muster.

Though I'm established and I thank God,

I feel lonely as much as it sounds odd.

Despair requests to be a friend

as love seems to shy away.

Age kept seeing this changing trend,

a perplexed life with many shades of gray

Truth is disguised under a poker face

Silence seems to be the easier grace

Search for peace leads to a mysterious maze

Chaos spoils memories of a better place

In the fight with destiny to gain wealth,

I kept sacrificing that bit of good health.

In the race to win love and breath,

I keep getting closer to death.

Perception

A thought evident in my eyes,

I ponder to put words into voice.

I try but fail in expressing,

realising that this thought is only a feeling

Whenever the cloud of pain loomed,

a river of tears, my eyes cried

My heart felt a shiver of fear.

Why dark times do I have to bear?

Though saddness is part of our story,

Hope of sunshine balances our glory.

I realised my eyes were damp for no reason,

as every second of life is a new season

As I remain impatient in my heart,

I carry dreams in my eyes.

When I learn to flow like the free waves,

I can leave behind my acts of vice.

The Undaunted

I might be rude

You might hate me, dude

But I follow this ruthless code

when I play my game on God mode

There is no stopping me

No taming, changing or controlling me

In pursuit on the success path,

I continue to bring this undying wrath

I keep standing tall

when numerous mortals fall

When you put me in harm's way,

I'll still survive to see another day

You keep working on precision

though you end up with a failed decision

While my sadistic, negative addiction

continues to improve my perfection

My Attitude

You keep laying weak
as if you had no choice.
Ain't giving up my winning streak
I"ll make you all hear my voice.

Your defeat is what you found

when you showed up in the game.

But when I leave this playground,

You'll be screaming my name.

You fear to cross the line.

But I'll take whats mine.

Your life can't be measured right.

But mine tends to infinite.

Your identity will kiss dust.

but mine will never rust.

You never will stand a chance,

when I'll step up and dance.